Part of your gloom is from any overcommitment to duties, be it to someone, an unhealthy habit, a vexing circumstance or a work deadline.

Don't worry. You will get a chance to go over things again, in your mind. Again and again. At least a couple of times....

So, maybe avoid the word 'lazy' as a means to describe the ennui, heaviness and dissatisfaction you're feeling as VENUS crosses these NODAL squares.