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Greetings, fellow travellers.
It’s May Day, and, seasonally speaking, we earthlings should be blessed under one of the most ecstatic occasions of the year. The Sun has settled into his most earthy domain of Taurus, the earth has slowly been warming, the fields have become lush with the blossoming potential of abundance, flowers have opened, animals are mating, sap rises, the erotic blood quickens, and the green force of life pushes its whole inheritance through the valleys, hedgerows and meadows with the shameless confidence of everything this year has yet to promise.
Beltane, the old pagan festival around early May, may be the most openly sensual and playful of the ancient seasonal rites: bonfires, flowers, pairing rituals, dancing, garlands in the hair, threshold magic, and the general conviction that if you hang enough greenery on doors, bodies and altars, the gods might just stop being difficult for at least a day or two.
Yes, friends, this is the season, and the time of the season, that should let the body soften, that should openly invite pleasure, touch, colour, appetite, fragrance, beauty, tactile mischief, and the old animal relief of knowing that life has returned again. May Day officially ushers in the path toward Midsummer, when the chisted Sun light reaches its glorious crown, and for a brief golden stretch, the year appears to offer all its infinite abundance without a glimmer of immediate regret or consequence. Naturally, to be a human being alive on this Earth these days, such an offer comes acatch with pointed footnotes, hidden clauses, and several grim little signatures, sidelined in red ink, since Beltane this year falls under conditions no festival of fertility ever quite imagined.
A Cacodemonium in the Skies
While Taurus season wants to settle firmly into the body of the world, our skies have been carrying a volatile concentration of force in Aries since well before the equinox, a cacodemonium of raw, hot, impatient and far from finished processes that arrived to undermine and humble the earth and all things Taurean; for Taurus, this hostile gathering occurs now in the creepishly infirm twelfth house, the region of the psyche where pressure builds like a heavy, dank funk before it takes on proper shape, where unease spreads underneath the floorboards, where sleep, instinct, fear, memory and strange omens whisper unsettling tidings before the conscious mind can translate them into anything cogent.
Malefics Mars and Saturn, the slithering Neptune, the wounded Chiron and slighted Eris, all in Aries, describe a background field of agitation, threat, rupture and psychic inflammation, and with Mercury still stirring that Chiron-Eris wound on his way through the late degrees of Aries, the atmosphere these last weeks has been hardly your simple, pastoral Maytime bliss.
You will already have felt this in the texture of recent days. Was it the food that tasted a little less satisfying than it ought to have? The lover’s hand on your shoulder felt heavier than it once did? Or was it the conversation with the friend that was going well, until it wasn’t, and you couldn’t quite say what changed? There is a strange standoffishness building, and you perhaps might have noticed how the body has begun, lately, to know things before the mind has consented to know them? That gap, between what your nervous system has already registered and what your conscious mind is willing to hear, is the working ground of the lunation that perfects later today, and it is where the much-maligned Scorpio Moon will conduct her business.
A Long-Form Exhaustion
So many of you have written to me about the overwhelming sense of unease and confusion we’re travelling through, and I have written back into that exhaustion, lunation after lunation, for the better part of the last year, that the tone of the exchange between us has shifted. What might once have read as this writer’s grim future forebodings has hardened, between us, into something of a firmer present; a shared sense that the tiredness we have been describing was always the dawning of something far less innocent than mere fatigue. Our world is at war, dear friends, but in the 21st century, it is a war that agitates us like none other, fought as much through the slow erosion of our conscious attention as through any blow, whose battle could be documented in the scrolls of our social media streams.
The Saturn-Neptune conjunction at 0° Aries, the World Axis, on 20 February gave the lugubrious global condition a definite calendar date, but the diminishment of our capacity to maintian our grip on ‘reality’ is arguably older than that, years older, possibly the better part of our adult lives, and all the conjunction provided was a definitive threshold beyond which the slow erosion of our mental, emotional, physical and spiritual life force could no longer be excused as bad weather, poor sleep, or the ordinary toll of growing older, weaker, less economically viable inside the pretexts of a difficult century. What has dawned, in those of us still capable of registering anything beneath the daily clamour, is the suspicion that the slow, undeniable erosion of our faith may have been the project all along.
Consider what it would mean if even half of what we have begun to suspect were so. A handful of men, perhaps two or three dozen across the world, each secretly bound to one another by a string of quite hideous transgressions, exercise a degree of leverage over the daily life of every human on this planet that no historical despot ever achieved without armies; they own the algorithms, the food supply chains, the freight, the pharmaceutical pipelines, the news cycles, the platforms through which you organise your social life and the platforms through which you would organise resistance to them, were any of us in a fit state to try. The rest of us, meanwhile, can scarcely persuade the local council to repair a streetlight, let alone object coherently to forces who have decided, with the cool detachment of actuarial science, that the destabilising of populations, the inflaming of divisions over creed and colour and class, and the harvesting of whatever value remains from the wreckage is simply the next phase of their insidious business plan.
So I have to ask you, since I cannot stop asking myself, whether the wholesale conditioning of our culture was the point, or whether this is some divine accident of nature’s way of weakening and decaying all prior notions of normalcy and having us slowly melt into an utter powerlessness, for good reason. Whether the slow drip of idiocy piped into the nervous system from waking to collapse, the ceaseless doomscrolling, the manufactured media outrages, the scato-entertainment engineered to infantilise us and the ‘news’ engineered to terrify, has been doing the very thing it looks like it does.
Whether we have been the targets, all our lives, of a campaign so prolonged and so well-funded that by the time anyone awoke to its existence, we had already been rendered too exhausted, too divided, too thoroughly persuaded of our own helplessness to mount a coherent reply. The underlying logic, the math, if sat with long enough, has the dreadful simplicity of a system that has worked: we labour most of our waking days for the corporation, the money we earn passes through us on its way to other corporations, and we function merely as intermediaries more than agents, and the good little cosumer conduit operates most efficiently when you or I are too overstimulated and too damned tired to wonder what it has consented to. This concept of liberty, exceptionalism, and progress, largely inscribed in our western constitutions, was administered for so long, at such a psychological depth, that interrogating any of it now feels almost like a personal failure rather than an act of basic adult cognition. The cult-ure raised us. The cult-ure fed us to the point of drip feeding us. And now, the cult-ure has begun to wonder, openly, whether it still requires us at all.
The Full Moon perfects later today at 11°21′ Scorpio, the sign of inheritance, of buried wealth, of what has been done with our pooled trust and pooled vitality while we were looking elsewhere; she will oppose the Sun in Taurus, the body, the rolling plains and green fields, the sap and pulsing springs of material life. Some of what has been buried will surface in the coming days. Some of it will surface within us. And the question Scorpio insists upon, in her cold, beautiful, surgically honest way, is which of the things we have been carrying, secreted deeply in our soul, must now be divested, and which can be exhumed and regenerated into something that might still serve a life worth keeping.
Passage into Scorpio
When the Moon enters Scorpio, she enters her fall, one of the older pieces of dignity assignment in the Western tradition and a meaning that has worn well across two and a half thousand years. In Taurus, six signs back, she is exalted, since Taurus is where her nature finds its most satisfying application: body adequately fed, bed warm, soil yielding, milk sweet, the small daily rituals of comfort intact with ample left over. Scorpio is the opposite seat, and what occurs to her here is something close to an existential counter-revolution, where the instinct that, six signs ago, told her you are safe, you are held, you are home, comes at you now as what was the cost of that safety, who paid for it, and what will be expected of you to pay back (with your soul) in return.
In any chart, the Moon sign describes the soft baby animal, the place we run to be mothered, fed, held, cherished; in Scorpio, it is as though that animal was raised in a cult, behind locked doors, where tenderness and nurture were treated with suspicion. The mother in this household speaks in coded glances. She devours the orphan child. The food is laced with subliminal information. There is a raft of sordid family secrets pulling the strings, old money complications to keep us indebted, sexual tension running through every doorway, and veiled threats of abandonment issued in the same tone as asphyxiating endearments. This is the slow domestic warfare of a family system feeding on the terrorisation of its own children, and it has produced one of the most peculiar emotional creatures in the zodiac: a soul that hungers for unconditional warmth while being constitutionally unable to trust it when offered.
Where the Cancer Moon feeds, the Scorpio Moon studies how you eat and your instinctive motivation for your hunger; where the Taurus Moon holds, the Scorpio Moon notes the barbed quality of its psychosexual embrace and stores it for later use. The plain figure for her is the dark, all-consuming mother: the woman who loves you while compiling a non-negotiable record of every favour she has done you, who comforts you while watching for the moment of greatest leverage, who would die for you and would also, if pushed, ensure you carried her death as a debt for the rest of your life. We have all met her. Some of us were raised by her. Some of us, with frightening honesty, have become her in the small hours when fear runs the show.
Modern astrology throws the keys of Scorpio to dark underlord Pluto; the older tradition hands them to Mars; and the truth is that this Moon answers to both, taking from Mars the impetuous readiness to wound and the foolhardy willingness to be wounded, the voracious appetite for contest, the resentment that becomes combative strategy, and from Pluto the rest of it: buried wealth, dynastic inheritance, the underworld figure waiting at the foot of the staircase, the monstrous desire to consume you all while hiding behind the façade of love. In the days ahead, whether you expect it or not, she will show up as the conversation you have been avoiding with the person you cannot afford to lose, the hard financial decision more honest than even any functioning relationship can hold, the bodily symptom that has begun to insist, the horrid dream you woke from three nights running with the same reverentially fearsome image, demanding to know what you propose to do about it.
The Hades Moon
Pluto stations retrograde at 5°30’ Aquarius on Wednesday, 6 May, which means the lord of her underworld is at this very moment effectively still, firmly established, immovable, and emitting at maximum gravitational pressure into every chart he can reach; and tonight’s Sun-Moon opposition forms a T-square with that upcoming station, the lord of the underworld holding court at the apex of the configuration. The fixed-sign geometry is stiff, and should be felt before it is analysed: a square between the Moon and a stationary Pluto is one of the more punishing items in the underworld catalogue, doubly so when the Moon herself is in the sign Pluto governs. As a natal aspect this configuration is so potentially toxic that it has been called the Hades Moon, and what it produces in the chart of an individual is a lifetime in close proximity to themes of birth and death, abandonment and possession, ancestral memory, taboo, catharsis, and the strange regenerative force that opens only when the soul stops rearranging bits of superfluous furniture and bizarre self-hating hairstyles and finally consents to traversing down the cellar door.
A Full Moon in Scorpio squared by a stationing Pluto temporarily activates the same condition across the entire collective body; whilst not a permanent imprint, the cosmic weather fills the atmosphere, perhaps for forty-eight hours, injecting the species with a low dose of Hades Moon material with all the corrosive engrams that implies. The mood will thicken. Old survival programmes will wake up. The Taurus Sun’s wish for peace, comfort, continuity, food, sex, stability and possession will be confronted, head-on, by Scorpio’s insistence that something is about to further degenerate, that a tightly-held attachment contains a hidden contract with fear, and that the time has come to read the soul-binding fine-print of that contract.
Under this configuration, the emotional climate turns strangely cultic, and whether you find yourself inside some sexually toxic relationship, a clandestine interlocking order, a religious sect, a perversely initiated circle, a tightly bonded family, a decaying political faction, a fanatically ideological tribe, or, on the converse side, stranded on the outskirts with your face pressed to the glass, the instinct to control before being controlled becomes almost irresistible. And the will to wake the fuck up and crawl back to something resembling reality will hit you with the distinct violence of someone discovering that the secret they were sworn to was a mirror to this sick, twisted society all along. The membership tests will be applied through the body. Loyalty will register as gut-tightening. Disloyalty will register as nausea. The dread of being cast out of one’s tribe, faction, family, party, religion or in-group will operate beneath conscious awareness as a survival-grade signal, and the engineers of mass behaviour have known this for so long they have built the whole information environment around exploiting it.
The interrogation will arrive in the form it has worn in every century. Are you with us? Are you against us? Are you loyal enough? Have you been seen at the wrong table? Who told you that? Who do you owe? It will come through the subtle change of a friend’s tone, the dispossessing look at the school gate, the haunting silence of someone who used to text you back immediately. And here is where the lunation will become complicated beyond its usual complexity, since a small present trigger will reactivate a much older charge, and the disproportion of the reaction will itself become the diagnostic: a lover asks for space, and the psyche reads exile; a friend alters their tone, and the abandoned child inside reads bitter betrayal; a partner asserts autonomy, and the body reads nothing but certain annihilation. If your reaction in the days ahead feels enormously larger than the event that triggered it, the event has ruptured an old seam, and it’s the damned seam that demands attention. Watch, equally, for projection, since the Scorpio Moon under Plutonic pressure carries great loads of disowned material, jealousy and dependency, envy and lust and the wish to dominate and the hunger for revenge, none of it convenient and all of it volatile, and the psyche, finding the load intolerable, will look for somewhere external to deposit the charge. Some of what you sense will be accurate, since Scorpio has a genuine instinct for sniffing out hidden motives; some will be the disowned material looking for a host body. Telling the two apart this week will be most of the work, and you may need a most skilled arbiter to help determine what in fuck’s doorstep is going down.
The War Beneath the War
The Moon’s logic in the body follows the same logic the entire world has been enacting at scale lately, and this lunation refuses to let us pretend otherwise. For instance, Reuters has reported that traffic through the Strait of Hormuz has plummeted from its usual 125 to 140 ships per day to roughly six in a 48-hour period, with around 20 per cent of global oil and gas supply running through that one narrow seam of water; some sources cite oil at over $126 a barrel; and the US, against every grain of plausible expectation, has become a net crude exporter on a weekly basis for the first time since the Second World War, riding the price spike its own twisted foreign policy helped to engineer. Meanwhile, the UN reports Iran has executed at least 21 people and arrested more than 4,000 on national-security charges since the war began. The war is doing what wars do once the missiles slow down. It goes indoors and slowly underground.
Taurus is the field, the fuel, the food supply, the road, the port, the watering holes, the sovereign currency, the stocks and bonds, it is the daily continuity of ordinary life nd all that sustains us; Scorpio is the leverage applied to those necessities by people who understand with absolute and unsentimental clarity, that a population can be made cold, hungry, divided, frightened, surveilled and morally exhausted long before a single tank crosses a border. In fact, one wonders whether there will be any tanks. The visible war, with all its fancy airstrikes and bombings, was the easy part. What follows now, perhaps invisibly, is the harder, slower, more invasive thing, the thing that will last for years, and it is slowly being delivered to your kitchen table whether you ordered it or not.
The Aries stellium has stopped being a chart of impulse and has become a chart of doctrine. Pallas Athena now clocking in at 1° Aries brings strategic intelligence to the ignition zone; Neptune at 3° continues to coat all actions in holy fog and martyrdom rhetoric; Saturn at 9° has imposed commands to blockade and seriously impose the hard limits of what the imperial body can still afford; and Mars, having crossed both Neptune and Saturn earlier in April, sits at 16° altered by the encounter, having discovered that any impetuous charge is expensive, irrevocable, and any victory slower than appetite, and brute initiative obliged to become method if it is to mean anything at all. A frustrated Mars in Aries does not become complacent; he becomes clever enough to be dangerous, and Pallas at the front of the stellium will be the cold intelligence guiding his hand. The war shifts from theatre and optics to technique, from televised dominance to slow strangulation through fuel, shipping, food, water, internal unrest, currency and information control, and you will continue to feel this at the petrol pump, grocery checkout and on the energy bill long before it ever reaches the headlines.
Mars will square Jupiter in Cancer on Tuesday, 5 May, the immediate escalation signature, and Mars in Aries acting from frustrated urgency and the right to strike first, magnified by Jupiter in Cancer’s homeland security, kinship and moral force of our people, will inflate protective rhetoric into excessive action: the widening definition of legitimate target, of treason, of enemy. The ICRC database holds that attacking objects indispensable to civilian survival is prohibited, with special protection extended to dams, dykes and nuclear facilities; Reuters has already begun framing strikes on civilian installations through the question of war crimes. Jupiter in Cancer can make fear feel sacred and ethically sanctioned. Mars in Aries will then make sacred fear kinetic. “All’s fair in love and war”, they say, and in your own life, have you noticed yourself, in the past fortnight, defending something with disproportionate vigour simply because it has been labelled family, home, consecrated ground? Watch for that jingoistic rhetoric in your own mouth before you watch for it in the news. Shit will get filthy under the guise of banner, flag, cross and sacrament.
Mercury, still in late Aries, has continued stirring the Chiron-Eris wound that fired its last exact conjunction on 19 March, which is to say speech emerging from humiliation, exclusion, injury and survival instinct, grievance turning into a most loaded language; expect leaks, dissident testimony, raw accusations, intercepted messages, and the phrase that galvanises the wounded group. Its higher expression produces whistleblowing, moral courage, the testimony that cuts through official anaesthesia; its lower expression produces cult speech, revenge scripts, ethnic grievance and the seduction of martyrdom, and the world has been very good at the second and very poor at the first. The message you have been holding back may finally be sent in the days ahead; before you send it, make sure the wound speaking is one you have looked at directly, and not one borrowed from an inheritance you have yet to examine.
Pluto’s station on 6 May has been, for weeks now, compressing the entire period with its institutional weight, since Pluto in Aquarius is the deep transformation of digital networks, surveillance, platforms, command systems, ideological blocs, digital identity and the cold mathematics of population control; at station, the force concentrates, gathering rather than moving. Under pressure, states stop being interested in the citizen as a person; social sharing switches to state-controlled monitoring, and each state becomes interested in the citizen as a data point, a risk factor, a pressure valve. Humanity has reinvented the most sophisticated cage for itself and is about to award its most insane proponents the title of ultimate totalitarianism for making it wireless. The retrograde will run until early October, which gives you an unusually long window in which to look at what you have been holding in your finances, your dependencies, your loyalties, and decide what might survive the shrewdest examination and what must be released so that something else can grow.
And Uranus has now officially crossed into Gemini on 26 April, days before tonight’s Full Moon, which is one of the most significant signatures in the entire forecast and the one I have been losing the most sleep over, since Gemini rules communications, roads, ports, trade routes, media, signals, intelligence, education and the nervous system of the species. Ok, so the last time Uranus was here was 1941 to 1949; before that, the American Civil War; before that, the American Revolution. Are these correlations meaningful or convenient conflations, given America is once again at war? I cannot dismiss them, no matter how hard I try. Under Uranus in Gemini, a slogan moves faster than a battalion, a rumour at 9:28 a.m. ET on Mondays breaks a market, a leak redirects diplomacy, and a platform converts grief into revolt before anyone has verified the photograph. Through May and June, several developments around Mercury and the Sun will contact Uranus at Gemini’s early degrees, leading to information shocks, market volatility, disruptive announcements, cyber events and sudden movements in transport and trade. The relationship between you and your smartphone, your preferred news feed, and the channels through which you stay connected to the people you love is now a front line, whether you accept the assignment to fight the war on your consciousness or not.
Divest, Regenerate, Begin
The same sky carrying all this destruction also contains its antidote. The mid-July formation involving Uranus in Gemini, Neptune in Aries, Pluto in Aquarius, and Jupiter as he crosses into Leo on 30 June, will produce a cradle of sextiles and trines that is, structurally, one of the most generative configurations of the past century. Whilst I think this is really the official entry point into the Aquarian gateway, the destructive face is obvious: charismatic war myths, platform-driven fanaticism, intriguing leader-theatre, the sovereign ego inflated against the machine crowd until something tears, and a host of “supernatural” phenomena all coinciding make this an incredible time to be alive, especially for you martyrs out there. The constructive face deserves equal weight, since Jupiter in Leo carries courage, dignity, visibility and creative command, Uranus in Gemini carries adaptive intelligence and decentralised communications, Neptune in Aries carries spiritual courage and the willingness to act from vision rather than spreadsheet calculus, and Pluto in Aquarius carries systemic depth, networked organisation, collective reform that holds. Crisis, especially building around the Aquarius Full Moon of July 29, will produce extremists; the same crisis will produce competent leaders; both grow from the same soil, and the soil is the one we are standing on tonight.
This is where this lunation becomes practical, since Scorpio, for all her difficulty, is the great teacher of divestment and regeneration, the sign that knows what must die so that what is alive may live, and the next 10-12 weeks are the window in which that work is meant to be done.
What must be divested is whatever has been feeding on you while pretending to feed you. Look at it tonight, by the light of this Moon, with the honesty Scorpio insists upon and Taurus is too polite to demand. Is it the job that hollows you while keeping you fed? The relationship that requires your shrinking? The financial arrangement that has you working harder for less, year on year? The platform whose algorithm you can feel reshaping your moods? The substance? The loyalty whose price has begun to exceed the comfort it once bought? The piety, professional or political or spiritual, that you suspect was installed in you rather than chosen? You already know the answer; the body has been telling you for months. Tonight is the night you stop arguing with it and draw the line.
What must be regenerated is the part of your life Scorpio is determined to defend to the death, the small, indestructible thing under the rubble: the relationships, the bodily practices, the modest economies, the rooms without cameras, the conversations face to face, the children pulled out of systems sorting them for futures that will not arrive, the books made of paper, the food grown in the garden or bought from someone whose hands you have shaken, the friendships that survive disagreement, the work that pays a little less but costs you nothing of your soul. None of it is glamorous. All of it is real, though. Tangibly real, and yours to own, or not.
The window has dates. Before the Taurus New Moon on 16 May, take up pen and paper and write down, in ink, in your own hand, the one dependency that needs to be liberated, and have a look at your special horoscope messages for a sense of what a grounded, specific, measurable, achievable, relevant and time-bound decision looks like under a Hades Moon: an unglamorous decision, made on the kitchen table tonight, whether through infantile rage or acquired maturity, that begins the dismantling of an inherited or karmic contract and the slow reconstruction of a chosen one.
What the cult-ure has counted on is your eventual exhaustion. What the cradle forming in July is preparing to reward is the small, determined evidence that the exhaustion did not finish you off, that a kernel of pure intelligence, something living, creatively regenerative and integral to the building of a new earth, has remained beneath the conditioning, and that the conduit has refused, finally, to keep being a conduit. The consumer has ceased to mindlessly consume, or to be consumed.
The Moon tonight, in the sign of her fall, lays the contract on the table and makes you an offer. The Sun, in the sign of his physical embodiment, reminds you that the body holding the pen is still yours, and that nobody, no employer, no algorithm, no lover, no fucker in a glass tower, has the standing to sign on your behalf any longer. The choice has been there all along: keep feeding the thing that has been feeding on you, or take the pen back. Tonight, for the first time in a long while, the choice is glaringly, undeniably visible.
What surfaces now, where it comes from, and what you do with it becomes the core work of the months ahead.
Now here’s your Special Full Moon Messages, where these themes are explored more deeply through the lens of your individual horoscope.
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ARIES ♈ | TAURUS ♉ | GEMINI ♊ | CANCER ♋ | LEO ♌ | VIRGO ♍ | LIBRA ♎ | SCORPIO ♏ | SAGITTARIUS ♐ | CAPRICORN ♑ | AQUARIUS ♒ | PISCES ♓
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