Sure, you may love a rebel, but how exactly does one love a rebel? There is yet much to be learned about the art of relationship and negotiation – even for someone whose natural aptitude and guile in the area of interpersonal… encounters is so readily adept at always reaching a win-win situation.
Sure, there is much disruption in your affairs now, as you almost instantly come to awakening that you must either review or renew your vows in how you can successfully navigate through any significant relationship. Meanwhile you learn that much of what interferes in your achieving of outright success with others is a compulsion to express deep, gripping insecurities about how things ‘should be’ in terms of what you see and come to expect from those most significant in your world. Expectations.
If you deny the fact that many of your political/ideological ideas, thoughts, and feelings seem to be summarily rejected, not understanding the reasons why, then this can cause an imbalance in your entire world. Since your moods and feelings are swayed by the world around you, you may discover that there is no boundary between the feelings that come from yourself and those that you internalise from others. Retrograde Mercury will help you understand that you are experiencing the imbalanced parts of yourself through the ways others see you.
You may have already picked up enough messages, however, that the one you are usually dealing with is not going to abide or settle to any given formula, nor will they become drawn into the melodrama of going with how things ought to be. Whether you are super-conscious of this or not, you have not been interested in attracting anyone other than those impossible to tie down, and your own behaviour in affairs has slowly started to take a more evolutionary approach.
Learn to shake off any of your parental guilt-conditioning, break any biased moulds and preset aspersions about the other – set deeply in your subconscious and take an innovative, pioneering approach will breathe life into all of your affairs.
This moment now presents you with the greatest opportunity to overcome some of those outmoded ways and seriously invite the latest, greatest partnership into your world.
How can you resist? All you need to do is drop any expectations or suspicions that you may be abandoned, and those nasty possessions that invade you when you give into your insecurities. Be in the moment and enjoy it for what it brings to you now (nothing you’ve ever seen before).
New Moon Intention
I now pay special attention to my personal needs for progress and reform through acquiring dignity and significance among those in my social environment.
I must watch my strong, sometimes desperate desire to claim my importance through contrast to my contemporaries. I must first demonstrate to myself that I am as competent as others, not the other way around.
I acknowledge that most of the opportunities to realise my future vision will arise from establishing successful contact with friends, associates and fellow workers.
I remain mindful that I do not come to angrily resent any failed attempts to create my world. I will take any disappointment as a sign that I must plan my objectives with greater consideration to the wishes of others. I must not become bitter or vindictive if I am challenged or meet any setbacks, taking these as a sign that I must work harder to transform any self-defeating remnants of my early childhood conditioning. I am bigger and better than my infantile tendencies to withdraw into my pain body when I do not get my own way.
Although I fervently want the privilege of determining my fate in every way, I now realise that to enjoy such a luxury, I must depend on circumstances and opportunities provided by others. I accept that this is often contradictory to my own needs. I realise the importance of adjusting to each situation, growing only by proceeding with mindfulness and not choosing to fight an uphill battle.
I will look to any difficulties faced in my relationship with my parents for any determining sign of toxic behavioural patterns in my affairs. I must fight hard to transcend all dramas here, or possibly face further bitterness and resentment.
I will establish clear goals and guidelines in how I will develop my creative talents and look within myself to find the encouragement and determination I need to succeed (I must not depend on others to motivate me).
I will develop my future vision only through cultivating better relationships with others (including public), through my management of peaceful negotiations, and by acknowledging that expert counselling, legal and social services are available to me, should I need any assistance in finding solutions to more complex problems in my relationships.
I have the greatest opportunity now to work at exploring myself through my partnerships with others, particularly with one special individual. I must be mindful not to descend unnecessarily into quarrels and petty squabbling.