Are you happy with yourself? Do you appreciate the most amazing things about you? Are you happy with who you are, warts and all? Are you being received as you are, accepted and loved on the grounds of just being yourself, or are you putting out a version of story that neither you nor anybody wants to make an effort investing in any more?
At the heart of all this lies the real question of what actually constitutes your identity – is it the person you believe yourself to be, or does the whole premise of who you are lie squarely upon what others define you to be? In any case, you know that that you are masterful at creating all sorts of effects, and though sharp and shrewdly analytical as your partners (or foes) may be, you still have ways of running circles around them.
This won’t do right now, of course, with Saturn squaring both the Solar Eclipse and you ruler Neptune, it’s time to lift the veil and quit the fairy tales – even if you’re not being exposed for being evasive or elusive, you owe it to yourself to come clean and declare yourself as a vulnerable, yet highly impractical being, who often runs away when they could actually stick around and help out with the practical stuff.
You’re more capable than anyone would give you credit for, just seem to squirm when there is any work to do where you’re to free to express your dreamy artistry, not do you care much for superficial, discriminative or picky nonsense. Just how funny how you seem to attract those picky pricks who are constantly seeking perfection. Luckily you know exactly how to pull of the goods, capable of turning any mundane situation into a supernatural fare, and if the situation rises, you have the strength and charms to really turn this month into the most phenomenal time in your personal history.
The secret lies in your ability to attune true identification of yourself with all of life. There is no such thing as a superficial partnership to you, and with Jupiter involved, this is a time where you have come to bring meaning to the notion of the ‘cosmic marriage’. Hence, it is time to come to terms that you are closer than you think to becoming defined, at least in what you have to bring in from the infinite sea of possibilities. What others can define of you is not only useful to them, it serves to provide you with a context for all that you can be.
SOLAR ECLIPSE INTENTION
I pay special attention to my personal needs for healing and care by acquiring dignity and kindness among those in my social environment.
I watch my strong, sometimes desperate desire to claim any importance among my contemporaries. I must first demonstrate to myself that I am as competent as others, not the other way around.
I acknowledge that most of the opportunities to realise my future vision will arise from establishing successful contact with friends, associates and fellow workers.
I remain mindful that I do not resent any failed attempts to create my world. I will take any disappointment as a sign that I must plan my objectives with greater consideration to the wishes of others. I must not become bitter or vindictive if I am challenged or meet any setbacks, taking these as a sign that I must work harder to transform any self-defeating remnants of my early childhood conditioning. I am bigger and better than my infantile tendencies to withdraw into my pain body when I do not get my own way.
Although I fervently want the privilege of determining my fate in every way, I now realise that to enjoy such a luxury, I must depend on circumstances and opportunities provided by others. I accept that this is often contradictory to my own needs. I must realise the importance of adjusting to each situation, growing only by proceeding with mindfulness and not choosing to fight an uphill battle the whole time.
I will look to any difficulties faced in my relationship with my parents for any determining sign of toxic behavioural patterns in my affairs. I transcend all dramas here to avoid possibly facing further bitterness and resentment.
I will establish clear goals and guidelines in how I will develop my creative talents and look within myself to find the encouragement and determination I need to succeed (I must not depend on others to motivate me).
I will develop my future vision only through cultivating better relationships with others (including the public), through my management of peaceful negotiations, and by acknowledging that expert counselling, legal and social services are available to me, should I need any assistance in finding solutions to more complex problems in my relationships.
I have the greatest opportunity now to work at exploring myself through my partnerships with others, particularly with one special individual. I must be mindful not to descend unnecessarily into quarrels and petty squabbling.